Well…it’s the last day of the month and I’m not sure I like time passing…feeling so beat today that I’m not sure about the grocery run…I know I have to do it but it seems like way too much work right now…still haven’t gotten my fingernails clean after the bike work yesterday and I’m not sure if they will ever be clean again…just want to get back here and rest today…might even take the day off the bike….damn, I’m getting old….had to make a noise call last night on the idiot to the south of me who played the same damn song for an hour and a half last night….what the hell is the attraction in that? I really do think the people up here are just the most selfish assholes there are in the world….I’m so damn tired of the health problems I’m having that I just want to let them have me and get it over with….have three appointments next week and  one of them is a zoom call and with my antiquated computer, I’m not sure if that is going to work…why the heck can’t they just call me? Not much to do today….I am so tired that all I want to do is go back to bed…..need to start paying my online bills today and that even seems to be too much….okay, I need more coffee and that should help…more later..