Well..damn, having a hard time getting going today and I’m not sure what the rides are going to be…I think I’ve decided what new laptop I’m going to buy…Dell has one that has a 15.6 inch HD screen and a 512 gig hard drive with wifi and bluetooth for 279 bucks and that is  really a deal, I think, and I certainly can afford that…so, I may order it today…man, it will be weird to have a laptop that actually has battery life but it is going to be a pain to get everything that I need loaded up to it…but I do have time for that since this old thing is still working…but windows 11 doesn’t support external cd/dvd drives yet so I won’t be able to buy one of those…and no laptop has those drives anymore….it did rain yesterday for a bit and the little weather widget says it’s supposed to rain again today but I’ll believe it when I see it…damn, it’s already almost 7:30 and I’m not moving at all and I wonder if I’ve finally gotten to the point where I need a rest? I know I do but I won’t take it today…will be on the indoor bike here in a few minutes and then outdoors as soon as it gets to 50…not much to do today…just the rides and some cleaning but right now, I’m sitting here pretty worn out from cocktails last night…but I’ll be back to being good tonight and through Thursday and I wonder why I should be doing that…yeah, I know it’s good for me but a life of discipline is pretty wearing at times…I don’t even remember what it feels like to just let a day flow without anything that I have to do…and that sucks…more later…