Well…kind of in limbo today with the storms rolling through which is going to keep me here since I am waiting to hear about the car…so, I thought I’d just kind of drift through a few things while I wait for inspiration to hit me…I am quite depressed about the jobs report from last week that hiring has stopped and I am seeing that in the amount of job listings on the boards…they have just about dried up and I am looking at further depleting my resources to try to get through August and September….it is getting really tiring thinking about this stuff 24 hours a day and having no hope….and my world is getting smaller by the day…I think I’m down to about three people that I talk to or hang out with…never knew how social a person I was until the opportunities for social interaction went away…and it’s just not right for someone my age to haunt the bars anymore…so, I guess I have to find a different life, again, it is getting harder and harder to start over and over and over…..I’ll be back to add to this one later since I want to save number 1,000 for tomorrow….

I could talk politics for a while but I’m just not interested right now…I guess I could do laundry and clean but that doesn’t interest me either…..so, I guess I’ll just wait for the call on the car and try not to wince when I get the bill….

Carnage, carnage everywhere!! Well…just got back from the bike ride an there are trees down on houses everywhere…Eastern Ave. is closed from trees and power lines down in the street….and I saw a baby hawk walking on the sidewalk that must have been blown out of it’s nest…going to watch the news in a minute to see if it was a tornado….and there was financial carnage earlier when I had to pay 300 bucks to have the car fixed…