Well…it appears that the “danger freckle” really was one…the test results showed it was a melanoma and it appears that cancer really is trying to kill me….first from the prostate cancer and now this and I wonder if there is further treatment that has to happen…I guess I’ll find out tomorrow…I do need to get out on the bike by 6:30 to get two rides in before the F1 race at 9 and with this new development, I wonder if all the work is worth it if the damn cancer is going to kill me anyway? Oh, well…going to die from something…so I guess I need to get my life in order and get a will written…I do know I have 6 pounds of coffee beans that need to be used so I’ll be using some of them tomorrow…have to start getting rid of stuff around here so my daughter has an easy time selling this place…okay, not going to think about that right now…need to make some Masala today and I’ll do that for lunch…and I thawed some more cheap bacon so there will be blt’s today, too…still can’t taste anything and it appears they are not going to do anything about it and that sucks…it is such a pain in the ass to have to work so damn hard to deal with health problems…and I am so tired of it….more later…