Those are 4 words I never thought I’d ever say…and I feel so bad that I let my daughter down by not being able to go like she can… the lack of sleep and go, go, go the past three days has drained every drop of energy out of me and screwed me up so badly that I couldn’t even take a nap after we got into the rooms…and now I sit here trying to figure out how to recharge so I can take advantage of this wonderful opportunity I’ve been given…still feel like crap right now and had trouble just getting up off the bed a few minutes ago…I know I’m 73 but I should be able to do this one little thing for her…to dig down deeper and mask how I’m feeling…I mean it’s only for 11 more days and I should be able to suck it up and go..going to try like hell to get going…I am so disappointed in myself…