Well…it was a long day yesterday and still no luck with finding a car which is making me kind of discouraged….I was really good yesterday trying to make the aches go away and I think it may have worked some…and taking the day off from all physical activity has helped my legs quite a bit…so, today will be a full out. find a car day and then rent one tomorrow so I can go out looking…I hope to find one before the money is in my account Friday so I don’t have to go through another weekend carless….I am going to make coffee here in a minute since I didn’t even have that yesterday and I’m going out to get the papers, too….need to get back to some sort of a normal routine today and that will help…and, I will be back for a couple more later to get caught up…

One thing that has surprised me about this whole ordeal is how depressed it has made me…and my friends know how much I love to work out and get on the bike every day…but yesterday, it was like there was this huge weight on top of me that wouldn’t allow me to do anything…and the nausea that started with the accident is still with me along with the lack of appetite for anything…I think I’ve averaged about 500 calories a day since the crash…got the waist down a little but I know it’s not good for me…but, for some reason I just don’t care….even the newspapers have no attraction to me…and, as you know, that is like breathing to me….it’s like I’ve been sleepwalking since Thursday…it was bad enough being unemployed before but this is just so much worse….