August 3rd

Well…two in a row…two nights dry and I still can’t believe where I’m at after only two days from cath removal….I do have a little pain this morning from the work I did yesterday so I did have to take some ibuprofen this morning…man, the moon was bright again overnight and into this morning and since my bedroom window faces west, I was bathed in the cool, blue light that I just reveled in and stayed in bed until after 6 just looking at it….feel pretty good today but I think I’ll ease into it since I don’t have a lot to do today other than the car, bike, and garage…and won’t get started on that until 9 or so since I have all day…I am pretty surprised about how fast I’m healing up and how good I feel right now even with staying up a little late last night…hope it continues….have been eating quite well the past two weeks but that will end Sat when my daughter goes home…it has been nice to have her here and I’ll miss her…need to get started looking for a house soon but I think I may just take a week off and continue to heal….not much to do today…just going to fire up the car and wash it and then maintain the bike so it will be ready when I’m ready…and the garage really needs a sweep so that will be the last thing that I’ll do today…and then will probably watch old movies this afternoon….more later…

It’s hard doing nothing…

Well…you know, it’s going to be a hard day tomorrow since I really don’t have much to do…did all the work today that I’m allowed to do with doing the weed walk and sweeping the front walk but there is nothing else that falls within the restrictions I have on me…maybe I could service and wash the car? The wash mitt is only about 4 ounces or so and I can keep the bucket under 8 pounds but I’ll be bending a lot…didn’t hurt from the work today and most of the pain is gone even with walking a mile in the yard…I could sweep the garage out, too and it really needs it so that could be something…and I guess I could wash the bike and lube that up so it won’t rust in the two months it’s going to sit….okay, now were getting there…that will give me at least two hours of work and if I go at it at half speed like today, I could stretch it out to three hours….still not leaking after the cath coming out so I’m happy about that but we’ll have to see how that goes…I could have a setback but I just have to think about it for a while until it becomes automatic again…hmmm…sounds like a plan…

More indictments…

Well…the day that I have been waiting for since January 6, 2021 happened yesterday when Jack Smith announced 4 more indictments against the idiot trump…and these are for his role in the attempt to overturn the election and stay in power…and there are 6 unindicted co-conspirators that are also listed that the pundits believe 3 of them are rudy, John Eastman, and sydney powell…all liars who tried to lie their way to keeping idiot boy in office…and all of the lawyers on tv read the indictments and can’t believe how detailed they are and really can’t figure out how the idiot will defend against them….and Jack Smith wants the trial to be held this year starting in December…and it is front of a judge that has sentenced many other January 6th convicts, usually to more than the sentence that the prosecution recommended…that doesn’t sound good since one of them got 19 years for his role in the attack…and that could mean that trump could get 60 years and he is not going to live that long…and that is before the possible 100 years from the stolen documents case and before Fani Willis drops her RICO charges in Georgia….that should be coming up this month or next, or the tax fraud felonies in NYC…if this doesn’t get this asshole locked up for life, our justice system is broken beyond all repair…and I don’t think it is…yet…geez…

Good news…

Well…you know, I really like these patient portals that all of the health systems have now…I just got the pathologist/surgeon’s report on the cancer and it was nothing but good news…no spread to the lymph nodes and clean margins from what is left behind so that means I’m cured…no more cancer…and I am positively giddy about that…and with the incontinence under control…so far…it has been nothing but good news and I’m sure to be ready to go like crazy on the UK trip…I am so damn happy my surgeon made the decision to move the surgery up and get it out of there…the outcome could not have been better…I guess all the work I did getting into shape made a difference….I am enough of a realist to know that there could still be setbacks but I am prepared for them…I guess I’m in that 5% of men who go back to normal right after the cath comes out…yee ha!

August 2nd

Well…running a bit early today with waking up at 3 to pee and then just sleeping til a little after 4….kept trying to go back to sleep but it didn’t work so I just climbed out of bed and here I sit at 5:34…I am so surprised at the progress I’ve made with my incontinence after the surgery…you are not suppose to be dry and be able to control your bladder one day after the catheter comes out but that is just what happened….was completely dry overnight and only had a little problem when I got home after the urologist appointment….I guess the months of Kegel exercises did some good…I mean I was doing 200 of those suckers a day….and I’m doing more as I sit here right now after getting the okay from the PA yesterday….I did get a few things done yesterday…got the perennials cut down along the back of the house and cleaned it up the dirt and plant matter from the sidewalk and today I’m going to do the weed walk and try to get them back under control…and then I need to do the grocery run later with my daughter since I am trying to not drive for another week to make sure I’ve healed enough and don’t re-injure myself…not much to do today…going to have coffee for the first time since last Friday and I am really looking forward to it…more later…

Catheter is out…

Well…the happy day came today when I got the damn catheter out and with it some good news…they need to test you before it comes out so they filled my bladder through it to the point it was painful and then sat me on the side of the table, told me to breathe in and out and just yanked it out…lots of pressure but not a lot of pain and I was able to pass all of the saline they injected into me and passed the test…ha,ha….and the PA explained the concern that my surgeon’s nurse had about me doing too much with the cath in….it could tear the urethra and then I’d be back to surgery again and could die….but now, I can start to ramp up my activity…still no heavy stuff but I did go out and cut down the dead perennials and swept up the dirt on the back sidewalk and cleaned the mat at the back…and did laundry that I’m waiting on to finish in the dryer…damn, it feels good to be able to just do stuff without that bag…but now I’m going to take it easy since my daughter came out and gave me the evil eye for doing too much…the PA looked at me and told me I’ll do just fine getting to not peeing myself and it should happen soon…it’s not too bad right now even so I think I’ll get there before the UK trip…all in all, a good day…

They finally start coming around…

Well…have been reading a lot lately…okay, all the time and I came onto a trend that is making me smile…the media is finally starting come around and recognize the good that “Bidennomics” is doing…the economy grew at a solid 2.6% last quarter, inflation is down to under 3%, and the job market is strong…and people are getting real wage increases across the board…and it is all from the policies that Biden and his team put into place before the repubs took over the House and stopped any help for normal Americans…and today, I read an article that said if the dems can get the people to understand the numbers, Biden is going to cruise to a second term and take both the house and senate in 2024…and then the real progress starts as he can build on the successes by protecting SS and Medicare and the LGBTQ community with federal laws that will nullify all of the hate laws the repubs have passed over the past few years…and there will be a national voting rights law that will take it all out of the repubs hands…and if that happens, we may never have to listen to those assholes again…I can hope, anyway….

August 1st

Well…today’s the day…I get the catheter out this morning at around 9 or so and I am so looking forward to it…the damn vinyl tubing that the bag plugs into has stretched and the tube kept falling out all day yesterday and then it did it last night and dumped urine everywhere so I put it back in and duct taped the damn thing so I could get a little sleep…got out of bed with just a little pain today and it doesn’t hurt much as I let the painkillers start to work but I know it will be a new kind of day as I start the recovery…I’m sure the catheter coming out is going to hurt but the ibuprofen I just took should take care of that…with the new restrictions on movement, the weed walk will have to wait until next week even though the sprayer and weedkiller only weigh about 5 lbs but I have to bend over to hit the weeds so I guess I need to wait…didn’t get much done but laundry yesterday and that sucks…I am going to have some big tomatoes in a couple of weeks and can’t wait for that and I will need to harvest some broccoli, too but I think that can wait til later in the week…not much to do today…I promise I’ll get back to doing a political one today since I probably won’t feel like doing much else…more later…

Well..damn…

Well…just got off the phone with one of surgeon’s nurses for a follow up and I was severely chastised for doing too much…did the laundry and picked an ice cube up off the floor and she basically told me that I couldn’t  do anything with all of the damage that was done during the surgery…and it’s not just the exterior incision but all of the work they did inside could rupture and I’d have to have surgery again…I sure don’t want that but why the heck didn’t they tell me I couldn’t do anything? No bending, twisting, or lifting…or even going up and down stairs…so I guess I should have laid down in the yard since you have to go up stairs to get into my house? And I spent 200 bucks on rehab equipment today that I need to start using at some point but I sure don’t have that information in my paperwork either….and I broke the tab that connects the laptop screen to the spring and that sucks…going to have to buy a new computer, too…pretty sucky day…

July 31st

Well…running about on time for the new normal and have just taken 6 pills and some mirilax to start the day and that is just too damn weird…it the last day of having the catheter in and I am just about done with it…it gets to be a pain to drag the damn bag with me and forget it when I hang it on the knobs of the vanity in the bathroom and walk way without it…and taking a shower is a big production instead of the quick thing it used to be…the glue has stated to release from my incisions and it looks like another week before they are bare…just broke the left hinge on the laptop screen and am going to try to super glue it back together after I get done with this and with the first post over on Mastodon…have some gel that will stay on it when I close it and the broken parts come together…crap, may have to buy a new one and that is a pain…have some big tomatoes out in the garden but none of them are getting red yet and I even have some green peppers that will be good on pizza….and I’ll harvest the rest of the broccoli later in the week…not much to do today…should be the last just sitting around day and it will feel good to be unencumbered by the bag finally…

What you never want to be….