Well…this has been one of my strangest days in a long time…maybe not strange but different than most of them…I mean, still drinking coffee at 3 in the afternoon? There is definitely something wrong with that…I’m normally done with coffee by 10 in the morning but all of the work today put me so behind on everything that I just had lunch at 2 and that never happens..but, that will mean there is no possible way to get a second meal in today so I guess I’ll have to live on a baked pork chop and a handful of oven fries….and I really need to stop drinking coffee or I won’t be sleeping until tomorrow…I am done for the day and need to get to my allergy meds and even an ibuprofen since I am not very good at using my left hand on the space bar….maybe tomorrow will be easier…hope so…
Tucker is at it again….
Well…yeah, I really expected this from that little asshole…after the entire world has seen and recognized the war crimes that the Russians are committing in Ukraine, Tucker goes on anther show on fox this morning to still continue to make excuses for Putin and the Russians saying that the pictures of the dead and the mass graves and the eyewitness accounts of the crimes are all fake and posed by the Ukrainians….and he justifies this bit of assholery by saying “I’m just asking questions…why can’t I ask questions?” Look, asshole, just because you and you right wing asshole cronies would do something like stage a war crime…or have your president blackmail the Ukrainians into faking dirt on Biden, it doesn’t mean that the rest of the world would do it…I mean every damn country including the US has seen the evidence and called it war crimes…but your and the repubs sweet, sweet Russian support will go away if you don’t act like the toady you are and give Putin and the murderous monster Russian army cover for these crimes…I have one question to ask you, moron…how the hell do you sleep at night? Okay, you have no shame or compassion so it’s probably pretty easy for an asshole like you….you need to be fired…and today…geez…
Running late…bear with me….
Well…damn, running late, late, late today with working 5 1/2 hours on the bedroom and just finishing up…haven’t even looked at the news today so I haven’t been able to find a topic yet or eat lunch…and my right arm and hand just gave up on me so now I’m hitting the space bar with my left thumb it hurts so much not even using it…but I did get all of the plaster work and divot filling done…used up another 8 pound tub of the plaster filler I’ve been using and I am getting a little concerned about all of the dollars going out…spent 300 bucks on house stuff this month and that’s without the 3 gallons of paint I need to keep moving…glad I got the 400 dollar check for my insurance rebate but I still need to save for the 700 bucks going out in August for my car insurance…oh, well….need to go read some news so I can come back with a political one….more later…
April 4th
Well…that was better…slept pretty well last night and feel okay this morning and my eyes are better…at least I could read my tablet without resorting to having it two feet away and everything seems clear today so I’ll take it…but, I’m coughing like crazy so the trees must be starting to bloom and my allergies are going nuts….crap….I think my right shoulder is edging up to needing some rest since it hurts all the time now and I have more abuse to heap on it today and for the next few weeks as I get the bedroom ready to paint…I do need to plaster a couple of spots that I missed yesterday and I can’t figure that out…I mean one place as big as my hand is right next to one that I filled and I just had to shake my head about missing it….and I do need to do a corner and fill some of the bad skim coat on the ceiling that they ended a couple of inches before it hit the wall…so probably two batches of plaster today before I get to fixing the divots that I put in the walls scraping….we were supposed to get3-5 inches of snow last night but it looks like it stayed warm enough for it to be all rain…we even had a winter weather advisory on all night until noon today and I really, really hope it’s the last one for the spring….not much to do today….back on the bike again here in a few minutes and I hope to get all of the divots and holes in the walls filled so I can sand later in the week….I really can’t believe how many nail holes there are in the walls that were revealed when I removed the wallpaper….not sure if this is a contender for the worst room in the house after the mess that was the kitchen but it’s close…the trim was painted with the carpet in place and some of the old fibers are still stuck in the paint and I’ll have to get some really coarse sandpaper for my small sander to smooth that out…damn, there is still a lot of work to do in there…but it will be worth it when I move in….more later….
Now I have a work disorder…
Well…along with my other disorders, eating and sleeping…I now think I have a work disorder, too…you know that I normally take Sundays off to let my body heal and to just live for a bit every week but today I just couldn’t….so I got to work on the bedroom and got all of the plastering done that took about 3 hours…it looks okay but I think I do need to smooth it and maybe even fill a bit more later in the week after I give it a week or so to dry….I am still having problems getting the consistency of the plaster right and only having about 5 minutes from mixing to it setting up is a pain in the butt….so I had to make up 5 batches to fill the 10 places I needed to cover…but I am going to try to not be anal about it not being perfect…after figuring out that perfection is not what I’m after anymore…just clean and better than before is good enough…and that is really hard for me right now….and I can’t use my right hand much other than to do this…so I guess I do need to pay attention to that and maybe cut back a little on the work…but not much…
Hey Tucker, justify this….
Well…look, I want every Putin apologist asked to justify his cretin army murdering civilians as they are driven out of Ukraine…I’m looking at you, Tucker…you tiny little creep…go on the air now and continue your support for Putin…I dare you you soulless monster…after seeing the images of civilians with their hands tied behind their backs shot in the head and executed for the only reason that they are Ukrainians and their countrymen are kicking Putin’s ass, support him some more and twist yourself into pretzels blaming these murder victims for being murdered…and that goes for the rest of the repub Russian apologists….media, do your damn jobs and ask them this question every damn time they go on tv to lie and lie…and don’t stop until they stop going on the air…all of them are monsters and they deserve to pay for this….geez…
Going to start thinking differently…
Well….after I had a brainstorm yesterday, I think I’m going to start thinking differently about this house and what is acceptable as I clean it up and repair the big faults in the walls and everywhere else…I think I’m going to start thinking of this place as an old French chateau or an Italian villa instead of the pristine American house where it is necessary for everything to be perfect…when you look at some of those old European houses, they seem to embrace the age and flaws in brick work, walls and floors instead of covering them up and trying to make them perfect….and that is part of the character of those old houses…now, this one is not 150 years old or sitting on a hill in Provance but I can treat it as it is and take my mantra of letting the next owner make it perfect to it’s logical conclusion….is this a rationalization for not wanting to spend the time or money to make this place perfect? Yes, it is….but it also serves the purpose of quieting the guilt for running out of steam as I get older and as I stare at the huge missing pieces of the plaster skim coat in the big bedroom that I know will still be visible when I’m done with them….and I do need a way to accept how they come out no matter how good or bad…so, I’ll give that a try and see how it works….may change it tomorrow…who knows?
April 3rd
Well…man, I feel lousy this morning and I hurt even more than normal and that is getting pretty tiring….and I’m getting tired of my eyes being full of crap and blurry in the mornings and I think I’m edging toward changing up my allergy meds to try to fix that…or I may even have to see an eye doctor to see what is going on…it was a little nicer going out for the paper today but it’s supposed to start raining and snowing again after the 3 inches of snow we got out here yesterday…luckily it all melted overnight but it is still damn depressing that it is still snowing in April…and it’s not supposed to get warm,other than Tuesday, until next week but then it goes right back into the 40’s again and that will last until almost the end of April and that really, really sucks….I need to get started on the border for the garden here soon and get the veggies planted downstairs…or I may just wait til I can get them already started this year….and I need to get the seeds for the perennials I want to plant around the house and get them planted in the next couple of weeks so I’ll have flowers when it gets warmer…and I need to repair the fence and rake up the leaves since the yard waste pick up starts this week….so I really do need to get my butt in gear on the bedroom this week but I’m feeling a little overwhelmed with everything that needs to be done in there….the door alone is going to take 3 days or so…and I’m tired…not much to do today…I do need a day off but I may have to skip them starting next week…I guess I could do the plaster today but I really don’t feel like it right now…maybe after more coffee….more later…
Lynyrd Skynyrd is dead to me…
Well…sitting here watching a Roger Waters concert and the good that he is trying to do through his music, and that took me to the asshole Johnny VanZant, who reformed LS after Ronnie was killed in a plane crash in 1977…and they were nothing more than mediocre after that…and now he is writing songs to support Ron DeSantis of Florida and his hatred of the LGBTQ community…and he goes on and on and one how great ole Ron is….the typical fascist crap and you can bet this moron is a maga asshole, too….so, as of today, Lynyrd Skynyrd is dead to me…and anyone who thinks that ole ronnie is the new savior of the US as Johnny does can go right to hell with him….
I hate dust….
Well…I hate dust….and after eating it all morning, I hate it even more but it had to be done to make progress on the bedroom…had all of the plaster patches that were just slapped into place that needed smoothing but the sander wouldn’t dent them so I took my grinder with a 60 grit flap disc on it and that worked…but I had to run the box fan on high pointing out the window to be able to see anything in there and it looked like the house was on fire with how much dust was blowing out of the room….and I had to hit another 5 places where there were ugly patches so I was pretty white with dust by the time I was done….and then I had to sand all of the paint that was left on the walls to smooth it out for painting…still will be able to see some of it since I’m not going to to sand it all off…and it took me almost a half hour to clean up all that dust….and had to clean the filter on my shop vac 4 times as I cleaned to keep the suction working….did I mention I hate dust? But now I’m done for the day other than some light cleaning in a bit…I do need to take something for the pain in my hand that always comes after I use the sander, even though I used my left hand a lot today…just hurt too damn much….maybe more later…