Well…it was an exhausting day yesterday…not really exhausting, I didn’t do much, not even a bike ride but I was exhausted all day and I’m not sure what the cause is….I did try to eat more since that would be the logical reason and that may have been it since I do feel better this morning…or it could be allergies since I pulled a muscle in my neck from sneezing yesterday that still hurts…I am getting ready to go out for the papers to try to get back into the normal routine and maybe the coffee will help…didn’t yesterday but I need to give it a try again today….more later….
Okay…had to add to this one after the bike ride…lost that vehicle, too, with getting a flat out on the trail and walking back 3 miles…but all I could do was laugh…I would have been surprised if it didn’t happen with how the last week has gone…..
Well….it was a long day yesterday and I was up all night so this one is going to be short…I did find a car yesterday so that is one less thing to think about and it is the Miata that I have been looking for….pretty cool to have another convert and I think it will make for a summer of fun….tight now, I am going to put on a pot of coffee, ride over to get the papers, and relax….I can’t survive on 4 hours of sleep for much longer or not eating for that matter….
Okay….I am still so tired that I can barely move today and I hope it’s from not wanting to eat over the past few days…I did go out and get a sub from Subway for lunch but that hasn’t helped at all to restore my energy….I sure hope this goes away in the next couple of days since I don’t even want to get out on the bike today and that is not a good thing…I am really trying to get some political stuff out since I had dreams with ole Mitt in them last night and that would be good fodder for a post…I am really trying but I don’t know what is going on….
Well…it was a long day yesterday and still no luck with finding a car which is making me kind of discouraged….I was really good yesterday trying to make the aches go away and I think it may have worked some…and taking the day off from all physical activity has helped my legs quite a bit…so, today will be a full out. find a car day and then rent one tomorrow so I can go out looking…I hope to find one before the money is in my account Friday so I don’t have to go through another weekend carless….I am going to make coffee here in a minute since I didn’t even have that yesterday and I’m going out to get the papers, too….need to get back to some sort of a normal routine today and that will help…and, I will be back for a couple more later to get caught up…
One thing that has surprised me about this whole ordeal is how depressed it has made me…and my friends know how much I love to work out and get on the bike every day…but yesterday, it was like there was this huge weight on top of me that wouldn’t allow me to do anything…and the nausea that started with the accident is still with me along with the lack of appetite for anything…I think I’ve averaged about 500 calories a day since the crash…got the waist down a little but I know it’s not good for me…but, for some reason I just don’t care….even the newspapers have no attraction to me…and, as you know, that is like breathing to me….it’s like I’ve been sleepwalking since Thursday…it was bad enough being unemployed before but this is just so much worse….
Well…it was a day of healing yesterday and there were cocktails last night so I am running late today….the same dreams of the crash came back again with some twists but I really don’t remember it too clearly so that’s a good thing….have been looking for a new car and have decided to get a Miata if I can find one…but, I’m not going to spend more than 3500 bucks so that limits the field somewhat….okay…this is not working so I am going to stop here and came back later to try again…
Okay…this one was probably the most veg day that I have done in a few years but I think I needed it…no workout or bike ride even….and, as you can see, no political one today, either but I am going to try later on…and I have not been able to find a car yet and that is quite depressing…
Well….another night of pain and dreams and I am looking forward to them lessening in the next few days….it was pretty much a veg day but I did get a bike ride in and that felt good…no luck finding a new car yet and that needs to get done today to see how much cash I need out of my IRA….not much to do today….I am going to go riding in a few minutes but I am having trouble getting motivated today so I may wait for a while..it is only 9 after all and I don’t need to rush it….I will try to get back to the political stuff later today but I’m not sure if I’m in the right frame of mind to do that yet…
Well…it has been a struggling couple of days with the soreness from the accident kicking in and new bruises welling up….stayed off the bike yesterday to just wallow in the depression that comes with all of the work necessary to replace the car and, even though there were long stretches it just sat, it was there when I needed it…oh, well…it looks like it will be a couple of weeks before I can replace it since the money has to come from my IRA and that takes a week….and, I’m not sure if this is the time to get the Miata or just a replacement…things I will be deciding over the weekend…I am going to get back on the bike in a few minutes and try to do a long one but will probably keep it short…not sure what muscles were damaged and that should show once I get out….more later…
Okay…got the bike ride in and had some thoughts that I need to get down….the bike ride surfaced some more injuries to my left side that I didn’t notice until I got moving…my left hip and wrist hurt through the ibuprofen but after a while the severity lessened….I think the worst thing, though, was the waking up with the crash dreams the past two nights…I don’t sleep that well as it is but to have the thing replayed over and over is a bit much…I know the physical wounds will heal soon…I am getting a little concerned about the psychological ones, though….there is one good or bad side effect….I have lost my appetite completely….only had about 500 calories yesterday and I am cooking right now and the smell is making me nauseous….
Well…it was a day yesterday and I got a lot of things done so I feel okay about that…and I was good for the 4th day in a row so I feel quite good this morning with lots of energy to get more done today….read an article about self-driving cars yesterday and that translated in to some really weird dreams that had me trusting them and the cars going wrong constantly…no injuries to speak of but lots of property damage…I did get caught up on these yesterday, too, and I hope to keep up the pace today since the day looks pretty dull at this point…I do have the grocery run this morning but that is about it….probably a long ride today this aft, too, and maybe out for a couple with G later…I do have to start evening out the biker tan today since it is looking really weird…more later….
Well…it was a nice day yesterday and I was good last night so I feel pretty good today…did 30 miles on the bike yesterday and there are the pains from that to deal with but I don’t hurt anywhere near what I should…might do that again today but that may have to be in the afternoon since it is not going to be too warm today…but it looks like summer weather is returning for the weekend and that will be welcome…..I did have dreams last night but I forgot them in the walk between the bedroom and the couch so they really must have been nothing…I feel good that there were no more bird incidents on the trail yesterday but there were snakes again which was kind of neat to see….not much to do today….need to get motivated to get the golf clubs cleaned up and get them in the car and after the rain last night, I need to wash the car today since the pollen on it is thick enough to have to use the wipers to clean the windshield…I will be back for more later to try to keep up for the month and actually have something to say….
Okay…it’s later and I do have a few things to add to today’s post before I get to the politics of the day….which I think may be a local one for a change…but, first things first…I have had a busy morning this morning and I have felt better than I have in a long time…have loads of energy and that got me to wash the car, work out, go hit a bucket of balls, get the bike ride in, and even repair the duct tape on the car…and, I went over 1,000 miles today for the year which is about 2 months faster than I have ever gotten there..pretty cool…and I’m going to have another day off today since I don’t have drinks with G until tomorrow….that’s about it…need to read the online papers and finish the coffee…
Well…it was a pretty good day yesterday with such a nice lunch with T…it was good to get caught up and laugh a lot….and there is free HBO on the dish so the afternoon was a total veg out…I’ll try to do better today and get some things accomplished but I think my allergies are flaring like crazy…it can’t be another bug…at least I hope it isn’t. Didn’t even make coffee or read the papers yesterday but I am going to go out in a few to get them today….I do need topics for later and I miss reading them…not much to do today…going to do a long ride and then do some cleaning around here then try to do some meal planning since I am getting tired of the same old things…I think I’ll get out the cookbook that T gave me and see if there is anything easy to make…more later…