Well…I really hate zoom calls….and I have one at 11 today and it won’t work and it’s going to be so frustrating…slept okay last night but feel worn out today….I know I didn’t eat enough yesterday with a slice of pizza and a chicken sandwich but I didn’t do much but ride the bike so I guess that evens out…I do need to keep losing weight so I’ll keep up not eating….it’s almost 7:30 and I need to get out on the bike soon to get two rides in by 10:30…one of these days I’m going to take a day off…I guess that will wait til after the surgery when I’ll have two months off….I do need to keep cleaning this place up so it will be presentable when my daughter gets here……I wonder if I should go to the beach this week since I won’t be able to swim after the surgery…damn, my life is really going to suck after the 25th…oh,well…I’m still thinking that they are going to find that my cancer is much worse and it’s going to kill me…I think I’ll work on updating my will when my daughter is here…it would suck to die at only 70 but I can accept it…not much to do today…just need to get on the bike right now and get going….more later…

Well…the whole process of my July of healthcare gets started tomorrow morning with a video conference about the surgery and what to expect after…then I have the periodontist on the 10th and then on the 20th…another seminar on the 12th then the surgery on the 25th, getting the catheter out on the 1st of August and then the recovery starts…my daughter sent me a ton of incontinence supplies since that is one side effect of the surgery that should go away after a month or so…then into rehab since they are cutting into the muscles of my abdomen and putting a two inch incision in it…and three other holes for the robotic tools to go in….man, I’m going to be happy when this month is over…and I really do need to clean this place up so it will be presentable when my daughter gets here on the 23rd…so I need to get organized soon but I think I’m taking the day off…but I may do a couple more windows…who knows?

Well…damn, emby reset again last night and I lost all of the sports channels I watch so no formula 1 today or indycar or nascar….and that sucks…so I’m in a pretty crappy mood this morning…had an okay day yesterday and got a little work done but I don’t feel like doing anything today…I am going to get out on the bike since the F1 race is on at nine and I can’t see it…crap…the damn fireworks are starting out here and I can’t wait for that to be over…I do need to do a practice run for the video meeting Monday to make sure everything is working….it was supposed to rain all night and today but nothing so I’ll get out on the bike soon….life is going to be a bore without my sports channels….took some burger out of the freezer so I can have a second meal today but I’m not sure if I’ll cook it today…had the first beans out of my garden yesterday and they were great but not a lot of them and they are small this year…man, this year is disappointing….not much to do today…and that is true with no sports…crap, again….more later

Well…running late this morning and have to get off my butt and get the rides in before 10:25 when the F1 sprint race comes on…had some weird dreams last night where I was working again and had a presentation to do and had no clue what it was supposed to be about…got a lot done and made my first pizza in the grill and it came out okay but takes a lot of fiddling to keep the temp steady….I do have to do the pre registration for the video visit for the pre op stuff on Monday….and I have to do a dry run to make sure both the tablet and phone work this time…I really hate these video things…I mean, in addition to the 5 grand I’m going to have to pay for the surgery, they want me to buy new computer equipment? That sucks….and I can’t afford it…the air is still bad out here at 77 that is considered “unhealthy” so I should put a mask on to ride today but I really don’t want to….I did get laundry done yesterday so today looks like an easy one with no cooking and just cleaning…will probably do some more windows today since they are dirty and part of spring cleaning i never got to….not much to do today…it’s warm enough to get out in a t-shirt today when I go out in a few minutes…need to get moving…more later…

Well…I did remember to check on ticket prices for the Muskegon air show and my jaw just dropped…I mean, how many people are going to pay 50 bucks to see 15 planes on display and a couple of demonstrations? Not me, that’s for sure…oh, well….more later…

Well…damn, need to get moving and it’s only 6:29…will be out on the bike here in about 10 minutes…the particulate number is down to 77 this morning so I think I can go out without a mask…there is a lot of fog out there today and I like riding in the fog…slept okay last night but don’t feel like it right now…having a hard time getting started today and I hope the coffee starts working soon…didn’t get a lot done yesterday but get my surgery rescheduled and the bike rides and today I need to get my paperwork done for the Monday zoom medical conference…it is going to be so busy over the next month and I am not looking forward to it….I am going to bake a pizza on the grill today and I think I’ll do that for lunch…and I need to figure out what else to make and I think it’s going to be eggs and toast since I have more than a dozen in the fridge…not much to do today…need to get the floor in the spare room mopped and get started putting the bed frame together….more later…

Well…the scheduler called me back this morning and I have my new surgery date…July 25th so that will give me two months to heal before the trip…and truthfully, the trip will be better when I won’t have it hanging over me…got two rides in today both masked and it was okay no shortness of breath no coughing or sore throat…so I think I’ll keep that up until the air gets a lot better…and once I have the surgery, I won’t be back on the bike until after the UK trip since I don’t want any setbacks….but I guess I’ll just have to see how I’m healing…have to be off the bike for 6 weeks or so…so, it’s going to be a busy July with getting my teeth done on the 10th…and that gives me 2 weeks for them to heal until the surgery…going to take a break and try to find a topic in politics….more later…

Well…took the day off yesterday with the air quality being over 200 again that is “very unhealthy” and you’re not supposed to do anything outdoors…but this morning, I’m going to put a mask on and go for a ride…can’t take two days off in a row…slept okay last night but a small storm came through around 5 and woke me up…it even rained a little but that won’t do my lawn any good….tried to contact the surgery scheduler yesterday but she didn’t call me back and I’m a little irritated about that….need to get in for the surgery in July so I can heal before the UK trip and I’m pretty concerned that is not going to happen…I did get started on cleaning the spare room yesterday and I need to mop the floor and clean the windows in there today so I can start putting the bed frame together….the little weather widget at the bottom of the screen says “rain coming” and it appears there will be a shower that will keep me off the bike until after I run out to Aldis to get the mozzerella cheese I forgot to get yesterday…going to make a pizza on the grill for the first time tomorrow…going to take some burger out of the freezer to have over the weekend and I wish I had room in the freezer for chicken since Gordon’s has it on sale for 1.39 a pound…oh, well…not much to do today…just going to try to get the rides in and figure out what to eat….more later…

Well…after being out in the “dangerous” air of 343 for 6 hours yesterday and just finishing up the grocery run in 223 air, I am having shortness of breath just sitting here so I must have had some damage from the rides yesterday…so, I won’t be riding today and I can keeps the guilts away since I did more than two rides yesterday…this does kind of suck to be forced to stay inside in a closed up house when it’s going to be in the 80’s today…but it’s supposed to get better tomorrow and I’m going to clean a bit today to have the spare room ready for my daughter…okay, need to make the call to the periodontist…more later…

Well…got the 75 miles in on the bike yesterday and I’m feeling it this morning…and the air quality was so bad from the Canadian fires that I’m still coughing today…and with the particulate readings over 200 right now, it makes it “very unhealthy” and recommends that you don’t do anything outside…I can see the smoke out there right now so I’ll have a decision to make after I do the grocery run…have to make a call to my periodontist to get the prescriptions in for my July 10th treatment and I’m still waiting to hear from my surgeon’s scheduler to get that moved up…man, I’m tired….didn’t get much done but need to get the spare bedroom cleaned out and start setting up the bed in there so I’ll have a place to sleep after the surgery when my daughter comes to stay…so, I’ll work on that today…I’m feeling my mortality today with the bad news from yesterday and I realized that I could really die from this…I’ve always said that I’m okay with dying and I think I am…but I sure don’t want it to be slowly eaten away by cancer….I guess I have some thinking to do….more later…