Well…one of these days, I’m going to just noodle around here and do what I want instead of what I need to do…I am so tired of starving myself, forcing myself to get on the bike, and all the other things I do to try to extend my life and stay healthy….I wonder how long I would last if I just stopped? Okay, not going to do that….but man, I remember the days when I just let life happen and it felt good….slept okay last night but sure don’t feel like it this morning…it’s almost 7:30 and I’m still working on the first cup of coffee….it’s getting light and I will be able to get on the bike soon since it’s 45 right now…I do have the end of life seminar to do this afternoon to get my medical power of attorney set up and get my daughter set up as my emergency contact…and fill out my DNR paperwork…we have talked about how I want it handled when she was here but it needs to be down on paper…I had a damn squeak in the bike yesterday that I will try to fix with some wd before I go out today….need to clean the bike before it gets cold so I can lube it up for storage….not much to do today…just the rides and the seminar…it will be warm enough to put the top down on the car today when I run out to my doctor’s office…but that is not exciting me and that sucks….more later…