Well…you know, I really don’t know why I do this….almost 10,000 of these over the years but for what reason? Who the hell knows? I do know that I didn’t get out of bed til 7:30 and does that make me late? Had a really shitty day yesterday and today is looking to be another one and I’ve already shifted into low and slow survival mode where I try not to think much….and now my computer is screaming a high pollen alert at me along with high humidity and I still don’t know what to do with that information….I do need to ride over to the post office this morning to pay a bill I forgot to mail yesterday but I don’t really feel like it…should have done a ride already since it is almost 8:30 and I need to make up for only doing one yesterday….but I don’t see enjoying any of it this morning….still so damn depressed that I just want to melt into the couch and with how warm it is, that is a possibility…kept the windows open for the first time last night and that really doesn’t help the allergies at all….it really hurts to do anything right now and my brain is screaming at me to stop….so I think I will….I do need to figure out what to do with the food I got Monday and I think it will all end up in the freezer since I have no desire to eat or cook…or do anything else for that matter….maybe more later….