Well…running a little late today with not sleeping well and my allergies in full destroy mode…and I am so tired of that…of not being able to breathe and the damn low level headache I’ve had for months now….one good thing is that they have my street blocked off to repair the ugly patch they put in last fall so no damn boom boom boom going down it…and I asked the guys working on it if they could just forget about fixing it for a couple of months to give us some peace and quiet up here….but that means I’ll have to drag my yard waste bags out to 7th street to get them picked up today and I think I may even call to make sure they come after not doing a pickup for three weeks….I did get a little sun at the beach and I may go out there again today but the water is still pretty damn cold and my swim was an in and out, one dive thing….I do have to mow the lawn today or tomorrow and it is going to be hot…over 90 out here and the humidity is going to be nuts with the rain yesterday…my AC unit is not going to keep up with the heat this year so I may have to buy a new one since it costs more to fix it than buying one….and if I get a little bit larger one, I can cool the living room, too when it gets bad….but that is another 200 bucks that I don’t want to spend….not much to do today…just the rides and mowing the lawn…and maybe the beach again but that will be it…I do need to find a doctor this week and that will be the plan for later today if my depression will just let up a bit…it was bad enough last night that I thought about selling this place and just saying the hell with it…I’m tired of everything and life seems to be too much work….more later….