Well…I feel so damn small this morning…got an e-mail from the city commissioner that I whined to about the snow removal problems and she told me that she just lost her son and that’s why she didn’t get back to me sooner…I guess that puts my tiny little problem in perspective….and I really don’t know why I reacted so strongly to the snow…after all, I’m really good at driving in it after doing it for the past 56 years…and doing it on bald tires when I was younger….I will e-mail her back this morning with my condolences…okay, I just did that…but I don’t feel better…I know the world continues to spin but the loss of a child is terrible…it changed my brother when he lost AJ and he was never the same…okay, life goes on…damn, I slept okay last night with not getting up til after 5:30 and then out of bed a little after 6 and I need to get moving…why, I don’t know but I want to get on the bike by 7 and that is 14 minutes away…more coffee first…today is going to be an easy day with only having to make some Masala for lunch…BP was down to 127/72 this morning and the pharmacist gave me the same advice the NP gave me…stop taking your blood pressure so much…and I am going to take that advice…not much to do today…just the rides and cooking and a little introspection….and maybe some cleaning…and I am going to let myself understand how lucky I’ve been in my life…more later…