NATO thinks trump is a toddler…

Well….with the idiot trump visiting our NATO allies later in the week, it is just astounding how they are preparing for him…essentially treating the prep as if he is a toddler with ADD…one of the guiding memos to the members has said that interactions with him are to be no more than 3 to 4 minutes since his attention span won’t allow any in depth discussion…and they have taken the intelligence breach with the Russians to heart and have instructed all of the members to not share anything sensitive with the idiot…basically just tolerating him since they know he is not very bright…this is making America great again? By making us the laughing stock of the world? This is what you have done to us repubs…never in my lifetime have we been the laughingstock of the world…I blame you….impeach….

This is their excuse?

Well….not sure if you saw this one yet but, do you remember last week when the idiot trump had the Russian ambassador and foreign minister were invited to the White House (against the recommendations of the entire IC)? That was bad enough, but guess what the idiot did while they were there….he revealed extremely classified information to the Russians on our information gathering against ISIS while he was bragging that he had “the best intel”…yep, stroking his ego with no awareness of what he was doing…and the excuse the repubs are using to explain it? That, as *president, trump can do what he wants with classified information…even if it exposes our intelligence gathering partners and puts people in danger…what this really does is tear down any trust that remained with US since the buffoon took office…do you think anyone is going to share anything with us after this idiocy? Impeach….

I just realized…

Well….haven’t been feeling like myself lately and just today made the connection why that is….from the lack of energy to the uneasy feelings to the paralysis in my head…depression has reared it’s ugly little head again…I almost didn’t recognize it…it has been a long time since I’ve seen more than one of the symptoms at a time….they usually just flick in and out for a day or so at a time but this one feels more like it did 20 years ago when I was on medication for it…just like almost everyone I knew back then…the heyday of Prozac. I’m not sure what the heck I can do about this one right now…but when the realization came to me out on the bike today, things became clearer….and today was a better day…I’m no longer paralyzed by it and I got a bunch of resumes out…and even listened to some music today….maybe tomorrow will be better…..

Just can’t get started…

Well….just can’t get started the past few days and I’m not sure why….my brain just seems to be clouded lately and I don’t really have any outrage left to give….there was one thing that left me shaking my head about the idiot trump….it has been leaked that his aides have been feeding the idiot fake news that the idiot then wants them to turn into policy….but he forgets it once the paper is taken away from him…just like playing peek a boo with a baby…that is probably a good metaphor for this idiot’s entire *presidency….like playing peek a boo with a baby…but a baby that can launch 59 cruise missiles with his flailing, tiny little hands…..I sure hope you’re scared by now….impeach…

May 15th

Well…up way too early again today and that is getting old…I think I slept okay last night but still no dreams…darn….didn’t get a lot done yesterday but I will need to do more today….I am going to clean some today but not too much…the kitchen needs work and I’m not sure when they are bringing the new appliances so I wonder if I should clean before they do…..nope, I think I’ll wait until they make their mess then clean…..man, I am tired this morning and this one is not going too well….so, I think I’ll just get more coffee and start to think what I want to do today…..more later….

Happy Mother’s day?

Well….have been sitting here doing some reading today and there have been some surprising articles that have come up on the supposedly innocuous subject of Mother’s day….now, I’ve never thought that this day would have so much weight to so many people…and that so many people just hate the day. Now, I can understand some of it….if you’ve lost a child or never had one…or never had a good relationship with your mother….but the sorrow and pain that has come through today has really taken me aback….some of the commenters even go so far to just hibernate for days until the day passes….and others lash out at people wishing them “Happy Mother’s day”….not sure what to make of it….makes you think anyway…

May 14th

Well….running a little late today with getting a little absorbed in the F1 race start….didn’t get much done yesterday and today looks a little the same…but there are no races on this aft so I may just have to clean a little…my back is still killing me and but I haven’t had to take anything for it yet…that may change today….I do need to get out on the bike early today with Man U playing at 11 and it is already warm enough to go out in a t-shirt so that will be okay…..not sure if I’m going to cook anything today with making chili yesterday and I do have to remember to eat enough today since I haven’t been lately….more later….

The Dutch documentary…

Well….just watched an interesting documentary on the idiot trump’s financial dealings and all I can say is that I can’t understand why the idiot is not in jail. Financial and real estate deals with the son of one of the biggest mobsters in Russia? Check….interest in companies that are known to launder money through the Netherlands? Check….selling office space to these same group of mobsters…check. Now, a tiny little company from the Netherlands called Zendla finds all of this stuff out and not one of our big networks or newspapers can? This information is one of the reasons that Preet Bahara, the federal attorney that trump fired was fired…it was his job to look into financial shenanigans and it looks like trump is involved in all of the shady stuff going on in NY…..so, how long will it be before anyone in the repub congress will do anything? I’ll be dead and gone, I know that much….impeach….

May 13th

Well…running late this morning and I just can’t get started…oh, I won at pool yesterday…thought I’d get that out of the way…and I got a little bit of  a sunburn with the top down out and back…forgot the sunscreen and I have to not do that…..slept okay last night but I don’t remember having dreams in a long time and that is a little disappointing…oh, well…don’t hurt too much today and my back is even pretty good today…just a little hitch in it and I can live with that….don’t have a lot to do today but I am going to make chili….I know I need to eat more than I have been and I am going to try to fix that today…..more later….

May12th

Well…feel pretty crappy this morning and I have cramps in my calves already and I haven’t even been out on the bike yet…so, that is not a great way to start the day….I did get out to have breakfast with my son yesterday and took my car…he had never ridden in a convertible before…and that is a little weird with him being 35….didn’t do much the rest of the day but watch Man U barely win their Europa league game…not a good game but they move on to the final…..not much to do today…I do have pool this aft but I need to wash the car this morning after I get more coffee in….more later….

What you never want to be….